I'm sorry that I'm alive, That I'm such a loser,
No name mother, No name father,
Refer to her and him,
Is crying and cutting such a sin?
If it is i'm going to hell,
But that's where you wanted me to go afterall.

Oceans made by my tears,
Darkness built by my fears,
Time wasted on pointless years.

Can't do anything right,
Can't have my opinions, Can't be happy in you sight,
Truth cannot be told,
Youth beaten by the old,
Fights all around,
Soon enough word will get around town.

I'll run away,
Not wanting to be found,
Living on the street,
Forgot the love that i onced seeked.

Soon enough I'll just have enough and die,
But once again I wake up and open my swollen eyes,
On my bedroom floor I lye,
Look up at my ceiling,
Mixed emotions I'm feeling,
So much anger, I feel like screaming,
So much sadness it'll turn into madness,
In the end I'm filled with loneliness.

Go to my bedroom window and look up at the bright lit moon,
Always knowing it'll be daytime soon,
Another day I'll have to face,
Just wishing i could get out of this place.